Clothes cycle and spin below breaking news
of an elementary school shooting
on the phone my mother says
why don’t you have your own poetry tv show?
& I say mom you can’t just have your own tv show
it takes a lot of hard work
you have to know a lot of things
I don’t know a lot of things
like how to have a tv show
how do you even begin to have a tv show?
& she says you know how to use the computer, what about the youtube?
& I say
what
the
fuck
are
you
talking
about
why don’t you and dad move to Manila
social security will go far there
Is there a place in the world we don’t have to risk
being alive
being in kindergarten
being virtualess
could we do laundry in Luzon hot springs and laugh compassionately at all the
American horror
& the president glows above beautiful bottles of
cheer tide and snuggle
wipes his face and says no set of laws can prevent
evil in this world
& I say mom what’s a mass shooting
and why do they happen all the time
& she says today is the feast day of St. John of the Cross
you should bring money to offer a candle after Mass
& I say I
have
no
more
quarters
my clothes are still wet
and the parking meter
is running out of time