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i can feel a dense disconnection from writing a poem
as a goal-oriented organism
that feels depressed and incapable
of accomplishing the goal
of writing a poem
i can feel a denser disconnection from myself
as a goal-oriented organism
due to acute feelings of extreme depression, anxiety, and
inadequacy
that are (in)directly derived from a dense disconnection from
writing a poem
to express my feelings of depression, anxiety, and
inadequacy
i can feel an unbelievably dense disconnection from you
typing the words ‘i love you’
into gmail chat
~245 miles away
due to my dense disconnection from myself
as a goal-oriented organism
and feelings of extreme depression, anxiety, and
inadequacy
that are (in)directly derived from my dense disconnection from
writing a poem
about myself

by Jordan Castro